Part 3 Healing from demonic possession.

Because the possession occurred at such an early age and because of the mind control my personality structure (personalities) was fragmented to say the least. The demons were like my spinal column. Once expelled I lost "who I was" and had to rebuild. Fragmented parts came together and got stronger.

No one, but no one could understand or help. Only God. I did get treatment from a christian psychiatrist who didn't have a clue. Medication for chemical imbalance didn't work - just made me worse. Eventually time heals. I lived with different families until I was able to get a car, small trailer. There were times I had no food, I did a bit of work as I was able. I had no idea what would come next.

At this time I sincerely felt I had been tested more than I could endure - I still loved God, but my trust was shattered - trust is a big issues for survivirs. I still leaned on my relationship with God, but it would take decades to heal.