mAD mAn (@WWBD1)

I tend to meditate every night for 2-4 hours generally, I can normally guide my meditation to where I need to go, but last night I had zero control over what I was seeing and going. Seems the spirit realm thinks I am diving too deep too often and forgetting the realm my body still occupies... a bit of a bummer I don't really like this place very much but fuck it that's the way it is. afterward, I went to bed around 0300, and I had an odd dream not to say I ever have dreams I don't find odd but this one was just a little odder than most. I dreamt about a blade of grass, I was just a little shorter than the blades themselves and as I stood there I would watch people and animals walk on the grass I watched the season change and all the damage a blade of grass endures every year. what I found amazing is no matter how much pressure this blade of grass was under it seemed to always stand back up. Now all day I have been staring out the doors and windows of my brewery at the grass across the parking lot thinking about everything that grass endures here in Illinois... Are we the blades of grass to the universe or are we the ones constantly doing damage to the universe as if it was nothing more than a blade of grass? #forgotten #universe #god #meditation