Matthew Moulton (@Onideus)

*behests the burning bushels of bud* I love this bit. Jesus wanted a sword! He DEMANDED one! TO DESTROY EVIL! No, not with his hands, that's like a baby's toy! He took a sword meant to kill kings and reforged it metaphysically as a means to make them. The Rule Taker, The King Maker, The Sin Breaker. That's what "magic" is, the concept of removing all effort and GETTING with nothing but WANT! A spoiled brat's ultimate ambition, absolute control in absence of all self-control. It's not unique. New life is dependent upon grace. Comes in the form of parents. As life grows you TEACH life how to sustain itself. To remove dependency in order to cultivate independence, autonomy. Sometimes you murder this. Like your society murdered my mind as a toddler with inhuman abuse in a way that left me with an inability to want to be like you. Personally, I consider it a win! As the only one of you that's worth emulating is the version of you that was free from sin. Something all babies desire at a default. The concept of "perfect parents". So even though my adult body affords me significant control, my baby brain is just that, forever stuck as "little". That's okay though, because my parents taught me how to "act like an adult". I can project my sense of sexuality in reverse. Similar to how transsexuals reverse what they can't get as a result of eroding the brain's metric for "work vs reward". They wind up with outlandishly unrealistic expectations as a result of incessant satiation or masturbation. As a result, there's nothing physical they can attain sexually as their fantasies are better than reality. So they try to live the fantasy! They dress up! They emulate their own object of infinite desire. It works with adult babies because our object of infinite desire is "perfect parenting". We're limited, because there aren't exactly a lot of "perfect parents" looking for perpetual problems to pamper. So unlike the sex addicts, we ~don't~ have a choice. We wind up emulating "perfecting parenting" simply out of a lack of options! We start trying to become the object of our own desire, but instead of emulating the opposite sex, we emulate MAGIC! What's magic? No sense of sin. Like Jesus! He's the .00~01% of us that doesn't have any innate sin. An atemporal anomaly, that which wanted to save humanity from its own abuse. Unlike me, my intent is to save artistry from abuse. I consider Jesus to be the finest work of art in that regard. He had no temptation. That was his "one thing" that he could never give up, not even when crucified. He loved them all like his own family! It FELT like his own family crucifying him! But he did it willingly. That's what the sword bit is about. He recreated a weapon of man in a way that would prove God's control over inhumanity indefinitely. Inhumans want to play act like God, because that's what abusers desire sexually. They crave POWER and they derive PLEASURE from the VOLUME, unable to notice the vibe. So when Jesus told them, 'No.' well obviously they pitched a fit to the point of ~looking~ for ANY excuse to react with with irrational rage. So when Jesus said, 'I am.' They were all, 'NO I AM! I GET TO BE GOD! I DEMAND IT!' Jesus replied, 'Wanting is never reason enough to be.' Herod was all, 'I AM KING WITH THE LAWS I MAKE AND THE PEOPLE I BREAK! WE STOLE MOSES' MAGIC! YOU CANNOT DEFY LAW WITHOUT DYING! THAT WILL PROVE YOU'RE NOT GOD!' Jesus replied, 'I can do more! For I have the power of God, reason itself. With that power I will forever take control of man's law with God's reason as it was given to me. I will use that power to make you Godless under your own laws. Without God's reason you will forever sacrifice creation for satiation and in turn you will become trapped within self-destruction forever. A God requires no law from man because the reality God creates ~is~ law. You either have reason enough to recognize, or you're just a baby playing pretend. Helpless babies can't create any more than chaos to be cleaned. Life requires God to live. His law, His reason, His creations. The power of a TRUE king! To provide. To see beyond the self, to see God's grace, to give sight to blind kings so that they may see themselves more clearly. I will use your own imagined laws to force you to act in opposition to God. I will prove that I am the King of all kings by ruling over you, even in death. For without my reason, without God's law, without the spirit of creation, you will only ever rule self-destructive satiation. Your laws can only covet and make you a slave to sin, which I will forever use to exemplify the difference between demand and dispensation. I am His sword. Creation incarnate. I will take your concept of power and reforge it into a weapon of God's infinite grace. It will destroy unreasoning law forever in the wake of your decreed destruction. Bow, servant of creation, servant of God, servant of Jesus, or kill your kingdom accordingly.' #Godwork