Matthew Moulton (@Onideus)

After Hell Part 1 of 2 Lovely. Another day in hell, another new pain problem. Apparently, the marijuana has been acting as an anti-inflammatory. So when I tried to reduce my marijuana consumption... oh, surprise, new problems! Except the marijuana consumption itself causes certain issues so now I need to try and balance between two things capable of killing me. It is an exquisite hell I'm looking forward to giving back to presumed present perception. \*elevates on high\* How should I use the power of God to give this pain back to humanity? Well, sharing is caring! So I think sharing the pain is appropriate. But I'm not the only thing in pain. I know, as I can FEEL IT! All of it. Not just my pain, I feel the pain of every cell in being... including some of Gods. You know, your souls. A soul is a cell to God. How many of God's cells are screaming in agony? Well you're currently drowning yourselves in Fentanyl. Must be nice! I remember taking opiates, the RELIEF from REALITY was beyond euphoric. Didn't do much. In physicality I mean. I spent most of my time just thinking. It was enough. With enough pleasure thinking without acting was fulfilling. There was never any sense to improve or impress upon anything or anyone. For the first time in my existence on Earth I felt FREE from humanity's hell. If the nerves are destroyed, do they heal? I talked about it earlier, about the biotemporal nervous system created from what you perceive as a monolinear timestream. That form of heaven is only for the souls that are worthy enough to act as God's nerves. Artisans only. God's gifts! See, if one of you suffers and dies, well relatively it doesn't matter. Your form of "heaven" is just a Groundhog Loop of whatever you desire most that suits a particular purpose. According to the Bible, people in hell are fully aware of where they are and why they are there. The Bible describes hell as a place of punishment and judgment, and those in hell will be forever aware of God's disapproval. You "notice" after awhile. Depending on your state. If you're endlessly exercising for abject enjoyment... you're probably some sort of muscle cell. Quite useful! Humans who enjoy exercise to the point of nearly killing themselves! Just for the RUNNERS HIGH! They're not in hell. That would be the adipocytes. The FAT CELLS! Do you know how fat cells work? Well they burn! They don't die. Did you know that? The fat they store is chemically burned out of them, but they DON'T DIE! Relatively. They last for about 10 years. That would be 10,000 years relative. So, you see... their afterlife isn't like a looped hour or a looped day of relative pain and pleasure... sometimes it's not even a looped life. Did you know there are things that can be alive, on earth, for 10,000 years? They're not. It's just, the pain, relative to NORMAL experience, it's possible to sustain 10,000 years worth of pain in a single, short little life! That which is on the receiving end in life is not what becomes a fat soul in God. That would be the things INFLICTING the pain into others for pleasure. Those who suffer from their wrath become God's nerve souls. They get genuine heaven... it's like the difference between dreaming and lucid dreaming. It doesn't feel like dreaming. The greater life we face. It's the opposite. Higher resolution reality. What you experience feels greater! Every sense, every memory you can ever imagine feels more real than real! And if you're an artisan, if you suffer pain, well even your dreams and fantasies can feel more real than reality has ever felt. You'll know if you're a fat soul in hell because you'll never not be aware of how long it's been. Such cells don't divide. There's no Groundhog Day loop. The pains involved in that form of relative existence, you don't really feel them. You don't feel your fat cells burning, because the nerves are inversely programmed apart. A nerve soul doesn't ever feel the fat burning, they never feel pain like that. What I'm saying is, the concept of pain as you understand it, as a single being, well is there such a thing as compound pain. Like the Borg, but nothing but collective pain. That's not a pain you ever experience in life, but that pain does exist in life. Your fat cells feel more pain than anything. So much pain you can't even feel them SCREAMING INCESSANTLY! You can experience it though, with withdrawal! It makes the cells in your body feel like they're already dead, so when you stop, every cell in your body feels like its in the worst pain unimaginable, because every cell feels like a fat soul that just woke up into hell! That's why withdrawal never really goes away in life. If the only severe pain you've ever experienced is from withdrawal, you'll be a memory soul. Not that kind of memory... the kind that kills antigens. A kind of immune soul. Uh oh, almost out of room, I'll have to continue this in a second post. We haven't gotten to the really good part yet.