On the eve of the 20th anniversary of 9/11, you can end it. Look at it like pulling out of your own Afghanistan after four hours or how many years were troops out there in foreign wars. You can remember this day since you have a thing for ten. You once saw it better than your birthday being on the 11th just 7 months before September in February of each year. Life is full of more choices than we know. As we get older, we begin to see more and more of that. You pray for the love to do good. Otherwise, your weakness becomes your love. You desire after a fabrication of long-term joy. You can lose hope and then go down the wrong path because of that. Having hope is not always something you have. That is the value in praying. That is why you ought to pray. Otherwise your guard goes down. Make a habit to prayer. Make it habit to write things down. Make a habit to talk to people about things. Take the time to breath in and out. Take the time to drink water and coffee slowly. Take the time to eat garlic. See your daily oatmeal post for this day. Feelings are not everything. Beliefs can lead you astray to undermine you. This is your dark Dexter Passenger Log.