Robert May (@Robert_May)

I am an observer - ...should i talk? 🤔 (small 'i' is intentional) ...in this body, from birth, I was always different and the brain in this body couldn't understand why. ...the adults in my life put me on drugs as a child to "normalise" me. Such action "dimmed" the ability of my brain to continue to "see" and the "medicated" situation continued until I got angry and stopped everything. ...that is when the "light" began to show in ways difficult to describe in meaningful ways in the English language. - ...it is interesting how humans eventually reach outward of themselves, outward of the ego, looking for something "untouchable"... a new-born baby, some call it a "soul recycle" "memory wipe", logically would be necessary to have the experience here on Earth we call a "life". I am an observer - that which is within me, within this thing called my human body, this meatsuit... ...one of "many" "suits", my "me", my "I AM" utilises to observe and experience various "existences” within various connected and disconnected realms concurrently. ...quite interesting really. I now understand why when "opening eyes" in a new meatsuit, it is necessary to "diminish" the "awareness" of the "I AM" such that the "meatsuit" can experience a "life" - as knowing that you are an observer too soon, before a unique life can be lived, such knowledge would erase any value in living the life of countless decisions made on the basis of ones conditions in said life. - ...I sometimes think it not good to describe this situation as it may "disturb" the "life" of another observer - but then, anyone that still has "tasks" requiring lack of "sight" will not comprehend this to any reasonable extent and dismiss it as crazy talk - that is ok - this writing is meant to document my experience before I leave and maybe help another that is meant to see it. ❤️ #love #life